why is it that instead of studying

i find myself screwing around with mike and emily at dolores, brainstorming ideas for our private investigation business and wasting money on the love-meter?



on which i scored a whopping 109. according to that score i am 'out of control.' yikes.


i'd be lying if i claimed to be in control. on the contrary it seems that i've been able to exert little or no control at all with regards to getting things done, particularly in the last few weeks. if anything i've been ridiculously lazy. unproductive. unorganized. unhealthy. apathetic. those of you who know me are probably saying, "what else is new?" and to that i say, er, nothing, because you're right. maybe it's because there are only around 50 days of school left in my undergraduate career, give or take a few since i don't have class on friday.

or maybe it's because last week i watched both dig! and end of the century which have contributed to me entertaining the idea of second-grade-teacher-by-day-rocker-n-roller-by-night.

regardless, i have grown weary of the whole school thing. things will be better when this week is over. in the meantime i have to study and fashion a few duct-tape wallets and bags to share for my 120 class; the professor has us share any 'special interests/talents' at the end of class on wednesday. how cool is that.